What's Christmas For You??

To be frank, my family just go to church.. that's all.... BUT~~ This year is different.... It's more.. emotionally different.... It must be different when I'm not around and it's also different when they're not around~ 

Since I've decided to jump from home town to the big city, I never doubt I've been missing my nephew, sis-in-law, brothers and parents so much. So to my previous relationship that never work out but thank God I found someone I like that just fits into my life.. no questions to that. Just plain miracle.

So of course it's Christmas seasons.. and yes I wish to go back to hometown to visit my family after the long year. Of course I wish Randall to be there with me as well but judging by our current state that miss ex-gf have created, he can't be around with me. BITCH! Owh well... can't blame you for that.. FUCK-TARD BITCH! Damn the curse. WTF! 

I am sooo freaking excited to go back... to see my brothers faces with xmas presents... haha! made them build the Christmas tree for me... and THEY DID! How lovely.... and dad...guess I hurt him the most and mum~ I tried to get everything she wants, just.. me and my bf are struggling to pay rentals so..it's not much.. hopefully she understands. Haven't got anything for dad yet, LOL! I don't know wtf should I get for him. He gave me the best Christmas gift ever by buying my air ticket back. still he have to go through my debts I left back then.. =.= Oops? and... Randall Randall... This 1st year of Xmas.. I don't even know whether I could make it to get Xmas present for him... 

1st, 2nd 3rd and 4th day of Xmas is...of course is with my family. What am I gonna do or tell them how am I doing here... LOL~ What am I gonna say to mum when I didn't get all her order since I'm so Freakin' tight... Yet the ego in me never gives up.. =.= Pathetic~ 

I guess, that's what it's all about for me... being there with the greatest gift God grant to me... with my family. I know I sound fuzzy... but yea... They're my treasure for now... so as Randall... until he meets mum and dad... he's not official, but in this big city, to me.. he is my family....

For the presents... haha...  The mystery gifts for my younger brothers that always freaks out when I talk to them...  Boys, don't be a bitch... I'm still good inside~~ somewhere inside... So much as I hate to reveal my inner emo self.. FUCK! I love you guys~ Damn~ 


And.. What're the activities we're gonna do when I'm back.. LOL~~ XD I'm gonna go back broke...until the 26th of December 9p.m. =.= Maybe, we can go trash the beach together.... haha~ trash... talking like I love the heat around the beach~  or we'll just go berserk shouting around the beach and then run back to the car...or go to a hotel stick some chewing gums on the manager's hair and run... or... we'll just crash and chill at home like the natural lazy born we are watching all the cool movies I'm gonna bring while drinking and talking all the shitty jokes I was educated by The God Of All Assholes himself [Randall]. May the Force Be With Us Brothers & A Sister~ BITCH! LOL!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE~~~ and stop bitchin' around~ I won't stop~ well, that's for me... hahahahahaha!!!!

Great Damn Randomness While Watching Movie~

I watched a movie today while eating at an Indian Restaurant. Well, I forgot what movie is that. Quite nice... It's about the sun's hurricane that'll bring the end of the world and the aliens are trying to save those chosen children to start a new life somewhere. Some Nicholas Cage movie.

And then in the movie, I saw what people would do when they know they're gonna die. Most of it are CREATING MORE HAVOC!!! Like, "Owh!! IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD!! FREE FOOD!!" and they go stealing/robbing... "IF I DON'T HUMP THAT HOT BLONDE BITCH I WON'T GET THE CHANCE ANYMORE!!" And there goes raping~ LOL~ OR... I DON'T BELIEVE IN GOD!! IT'S ALL SCIENCE!!" Then that motherfucker knows he's gonna die, so he prayed to God to save him from death! Pfft!! Like, instead of we helping each other..we go make death more faster.

Actually, I'm just trying to say.. it's funny. XD Fuck-Tardz all over the world. and... I never deny I'm one of them... Shit~ I think this is one of my emo time...WTF am I writing about~

A funny Randomness in Life~ Call me mean/bitch/whatsoever... This is just the way I deal with things.. Little help from my bf~ :D

Tomorrow is the day, we are gonna go shopping for games. Yes, currently in Malaysia, it's public holiday the so called "Awal Muharam" which is good!!! So, Randall and I decided to have a visit to Digital Mall which we are actually not so sure about this, because I myself aren't sure what time will I be waking up since I stayed up this late. Haha~ Was hoping I could visit the motorshow event in PWTC, but too bad. 

Well at least having fresh air after days of arguing with my ex and his girlfriend for my FREAKIN' RM90 SOUNDCARD THAT I WAITED FOR 8 FREAKIN' MONTHS and she said it was a shame for me to keep on pushing him on giving me the item or giving me back my money because he's just a middlemen.

I know it's a freakin' small amount for you, but to me.. FUCK YOU! It's mine and yes I am fuckin' stingy and demanding especially when it comes to purchasing something I want! 

You wanna call yourself bitch? Then show me what you got~ Say I'm fuckin' no manners, but that's just the fact..

YO! Of course when you buy something or you paid for something you expect it to be on your sweaty palms for your own pleasure. If  it was yesterday, yea.. I don't fucking mind to wait. But, I FREAKIN' WAIT FOR 8 MONTHS till I broke up and had to deal with some foolish come back. The item does not come from Atlanta or the north pole or it has to be manufactured that freakin' long!! FUCK YOU!

But then again, thanks for the unhappy effort that makes me smile to the fullest~ and no, it's not for food.. it's for the taxi fare going to airport and coming back. There was the one message after this transaction which was written by buggy opponent that says "I was the one who made the effort to bank in although I was busy preparing for my exams" which was why I was called rude when I said "shut up and go study already.. I saw that.. gud gal!"

Tantrums over!!

But then again, that's not the point.. tomorrow is holiday!!!!!!!! TRON, Prototype, game game game!!!!!!!!!! Woooohooooo!!!! hopefully, Digital Mall's got good bargain for games. Catch you up on the n ext posts.

What I Wanna Wear This Xmas... What Do You Think Girls????

Elegant?

Bla Bla?

Plain???

Sexy!!!

Yes I'm looking for long sleeves mini dress~~~~!!! What do you think girls???

Sooo... You Think I Care?? Hahaha~